I Am

<br>I`ve never felt so alive<br>I`ve never had to run and hide<br>The things I want I cannot have<br>The things I need are all so bad<br>What you say<br>I could`ve been<br>I am<br>You could`ve been<br>You are<br>My best excuse is that I`m drained<br>From everything that keeps me sane<br>My sickness keeps me in control<br>From everything you`ll never know<br>Does it make you happy<br>Does it make you mad<br>Why am I still laughing<br>Look at what you had<br>Does it make you feel good<br>Does it make you sick<br>That you knew that I would<br>Be the one to trip<br>No Control