Perverse Suffering

<br>Lusting for eternal pain<br>Begging to be tortured<br>Agony brings relief, I am insane<br>Indulging in self-mutilation<br>To satisfy my need again<br>The pain severe from my severed veins<br>Curing me of deprivation<br>Pain I crave<br>Euphoric state of butchery<br>Revelling in gore and blood<br>Pain I save<br>Igniting visions of the past<br>Dismembered bodies never found<br>Pain I gave<br>Deranged by my deviance savage goal to maim and kill<br>Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die<br>Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality<br>Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain<br>Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies<br>Sacrifice<br>Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify<br>Wretched abnormality, condoning inhumanity<br>Suicide<br>Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off testicles<br>Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy<br>Lechery dominates my misery<br>Tortured eternally, torment inside of me<br>Disturbing impulses, living in agony<br>Rancid degenerate craving impalement<br>Demented destiny, not fearing agony<br>Excruciating hunger that I need to feed<br>Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously<br>Tortured eternally, torment inside of me<br>Disturbing impulses, living in agony<br>Rancid degenerate craving impalement<br>Demented destiny, not fearing agony<br>Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill<br>Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die<br>Sado-masochistic rage, horrific daze, reality<br>Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain