14 Years

I try and feelthe sunshine<br>You bring the rain <br>You try and hold me down <br>With your complains <br>You cry and moan and complain <br>You whine an tear <br>Up to my neck in sorrow <br>The touch you bring <br>You just don`t step inside to <br>To 14 years <br>So hard to keep my own head <br>That`s what I say <br>You know... I`ve been the beggar&#133; I`ve played the thief <br>I was the dog... they all tried to beat <br><br>But it`s been <br>14 years of silence <br>It`s been <br>14 years of pain <br>It`s been <br>14 years that are gone forever <br>And I`ll never have again <br><br>Your stupid girlfriends tell you <br>That I`m to blame <br>Well they`re all used-up has-beens <br>Out of the game <br>This time I`ll have the last word <br>You hear what I say <br>I tried to see it your way <br>It won`t work today <br>You just don`t step inside to <br>To 14 years <br>So hard to keep my own head <br>That`s what I say <br>You know... I`ve been the dealer&#133; hangin` on your street <br>I was the dog... they all tried to beat <br><br>But it`s been <br>14 years of silence <br>It`s been <br>14 years of pain <br>It`s been <br>14 years that are gone forever <br>And I`ll never have again <br><br>Bullshit and contemplation <br>Gossip`s their trade <br>If they knew half the real truth <br>What would they say <br>Well I`m past the point of concern <br>It`s time to play <br>These last 4 years of madness <br>Sure put me straight <br>Don`t get back 14 years <br>In just one day <br>So hard to keep my own head <br>Just go away <br>You know... just like a hooker she said <br>Nothin`s for free <br>Oh I tried to see it your way <br>I tried to see it your way