I Guess I`ll Never Know

<br>After all these precious years you chose to just give in<br>Why did you leave so many things undone<br>I only scratched the surface of the thoughts you had within<br>and for me your life had just begun<br>Why did you think that you were never good enough to give<br>when you accepted me right from the start<br>I never saw the side of you that didn`t want to live<br>and I miss you from the bottom of my heart<br>What was it that you never told a soul about yourself<br>what kind of thoughts were buried inside<br>was there really no one there you thought would understand<br>or was the only barrier your pride<br>with so much love around you I just wish you`d loved yourself<br>`cos no one here can ever take your place<br>you were someone special and my words just can`t express<br>how much I miss the warmth of your embrace<br>Why did you just give in<br>why did you just give up and let it go<br>I guess I`ll never know<br>It`s hard to see you disappear without a real good bye<br>there`s so many things I wish I`d said<br>But all the little things you did that made it all worthwhile<br>meant more than all the tears you ever shed<br>You always seemed so happy but I guess no one can tell<br>what goes on inside a persons mind<br>you loved your children dearly and you did your very best<br>and someone new like you is hard to find<br>Chorus<br>All the things you went through for your children every day<br>and all the sacrifices that you made<br>were worth much more than anything that wealth could ever buy<br>and now that love can never be repaid<br>In the end I guess you couldn`t take it anymore<br>so you closed your eyes and swallowed all your pain<br>I know that you`ve done the same so many times before<br>but all the questions in my mind remain