The Edge Of Madness

<br>Through Rose colored lies...<br>Calling you names, from my social island.<br>Why can`t I be happy again?<br>It`s the way things are and I can`t change...them.<br>It`s the way...there is no cure...<br>A lust we can`t control, it`s a rather sick position dont`cha think?<br>In a talk, that I had, with a man who was mad...<br>It was here it was there, couldn`t find it anywhere<br>It was up, it was down, squares rolling round and round...<br>It was crowded it was lonely, a show written only for me<br>Had this sick and happy feeling, I was home again...<br>It was old it was new, too many and too few<br>It was numbing it was high and I was laughing the whole time...<br>It was cold it was warm, it was clear but I saw the storm<br>Had a clear distorted feeling, I`d be back again.<br>Call me what you will<br>Satisfy yourself<br>Justify your position<br>Money it`s a problem<br>It`s so much more<br>I can suppress this hole if I try<br>It`s the way, there is no cure<br>A lust we can`t control, it`s a rather sick position dont`cha think<br>In a nightmare that I had, with a sick demented man...<br>Had no fear and no love, no faith in God above<br>It was truth it was lies, the searing burning kind<br>It was random it was fate, too soon and too late<br>Had this wild mixed up feeling, I was back again<br>It was death it was life, a victims last rights<br>It was playful it was hurtful and I loved it the whole time<br>It was there in my head, a lusting for the dead<br>Had this sick and happy feeling, I was home again<br>This is the slow part<br>Where the man always finds his way<br>A sad reflection...a resolution<br>So safe where you are, listening in your own surroundings<br>Where are you now, do you have me on while you`re driving<br>Maybe you`re at home, perhaps in position compromising<br>Then there`s the 5 bastards, playing this song right now-<br>Cashing in on my plight<br>And who the fuck are they, do they have the nightmares you and I do<br>All right it`s okay, let them whore me they`ll get their due<br>And how `bout you, you bought this song now just listen<br>No matter what you think of me, I`m the soul who`ll be behind you one day<br>Tearing your life, into little pieces<br>Hey I`m jealous of you, I can say that now but there`s so much more to tell<br>I have the resolution, the quick solution to your problem<br>It`s a rather sick position dont`cha think?<br>And the love that I have, with this crazy sick old friend<br>It was dark it was bright, a cold and stormy night<br>It was real it wasn`t there, I couldn`t help but stare<br>It had started it was over, looking over shoulders<br>Had intense and lonely feelings, I was home again<br>It was here it was there, couldn`t find it anywhere<br>It was up, it was down, squares rolling round and round...<br>It was crowded it was lonely, a play written only for me<br>Had this sick and happy feeling, I was home again...