Trashed

I’m like a soldier<br>With no cause to fight<br>Playing with bar boys<br>To test you just right <br><br>I watch your features<br>I check for a sign<br>Of some kind of failure<br>Then I feel sublime <br><br>Now I know I have to live without you<br>I can only bend so far<br>Guess it’s time to make some moves<br>without you<br>Now you’ve gone and trashed my heart <br><br>Solid demeanor<br>I look good a feat<br>Still I’m too vicous<br>To take on defeat <br><br>Yes I hear<br>You don’t feel this any more<br>I see<br>There’s nothing to believe in anymore<br>Just two snitches on heat<br>Still avoiding the grief<br>Because it felt so hard