Trapped Inside

I know that things are going wrong for me I never really had a chance I know that things are going down the drain the rapid lane and I could need a helping hand In my mind all the time endless iteration In my mind all the time endless irretation endless aggravation Something is making me so lonely and I got to know got to know got to know what it is I`ve got to find a way to get a cure and try to get some peace of mind I`ve got to find a way to ease the pain inside my brain and I could need a helping hand I know I`m not supposed to see I know I`m not supposed to hear I know I`m not supposed to say I know I`m not supposed I`m ready? I`m not? It doesn`t matter what I think It`s always there