Light Of Some Kind

<br>i wish i didn`t have this nervous laugh<br>i wish i didn`t say half the stuff i say<br>i wish i could just learn to cover my tracks<br>i guess i`m not concerned about getting away<br>`cause every time i try to hold my tongue<br>it slips like a fish from a line<br>they say if you want to play<br>you should learn how to play dumb<br>i guess i can`t bring myself to waste your time<br>`cause we both know what i`ve been doing<br>i`ve been intentionally bad at lying<br>you`re the only boy i ever let see through me<br>and i hope you beleive me when i say i`m trying<br>and i hope i never improve my game<br>yeah i`d rather have these things weighing on my mind<br>and at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame<br>there must be a light of some kind<br>there must be a light of some kind<br>i must have blown a fuse or something<br>cause it was so dark in my mind<br>she came up to me with the sweetest face<br>and she was holding a light of some kind<br>and i still think of you as my boyfriend<br>i don`t think this is the end of the world<br>but i think maybe you should follow my example<br>and go meet yourself a really nice girl<br>`cause we both know. . .<br>in the end the world comes down to just a few people<br>but for you it comes down to one<br>but no one ever asked me if i thought i could be<br>everything to someone<br>there`s a crowd of people harboured in every person<br>there are so many roles that we play<br>and you`ve decided to love me for eternity<br>i`m still deciding who i want to be today<br>cause we both know. . .