Enthralled In Existence

I`ve scaled over the walls of morality Not quite sure what I`d find There on the other side Waiting in a common stance Relieve me of my duty As keeper of his body Just leave me with my mind And I assure you I will be just fine Tears stream from the cheek Of a man whose body his mind does not seek A very gruelling rendition Of a human soul`s indecision The qualities of a finer being Locked well within this shell Crying out to be released To a body that serves as well Malformed at birth You see what it`s worth In a mirror I ask why Such a shame, wanting to die In a past lifetime I feel I`ve had mine Shared with no one Excuse me I must go now! Unhappy as he exits Unhappy as he came Enthralled in the Essence The Essence of life to be