Disorder

My little story`s growing way too long i`ve had to suffer enough to write this song and if i get the chance i`ll tell you how it feels cause in this sick old head the pain is way to real so i fall down i don`t know if i can make it up this time I know i want to but it gets harder every time and if it`s easier to give up everything i`d give it all to you to relieve half this pain cause it`s been hard yeah it`s been hard i sit there at the bar i wonder what i`ve done should i just fuck it all or should i go back home cause if i take that drink i might as well just die and if i kill myself i`d be giving up my try