Close To Me

I`ve waited hours for this <br>I`ve made myself so sick <br>I wish I`f stayed asleep today <br>I never thought that this day would end <br>I never thought that tonight could ever be <br>This close to me <br><br>Just try to see in the dark <br>Just try to make it work <br>To feel the fear before you`re here <br>I make the shapes come much too close <br>I pull my eyes out <br>Hold my breath <br>And wait until I shake <br><br>But if I had your faith <br>Then I could make it safe and clean <br>If only I was sure <br>That my head on the door was a dream <br><br>I`ve waited hours for this <br>I`ve made myself so sick <br>I wish I`d stayed asleep today <br>I never thought that this day would end <br>I never thought that tonight could ever be <br>This close to me <br><br>But if I had your face <br>I could make it safe and clean <br>If only I was sure <br>That my hand in the door <br>Was a dream