Compulsive Prep

so pissed off i can`t get it off my mind because it`s happened again for the second time i know she`s lying but I believe her anyway because I wanted things to turn out my way some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain`t got a choice seems like no one wants to listen or like they can`t even hear my voice speechless for words but so many thoughts in my head trying to figure out who I still got while lying alone in my bed and It`s too emotional for my own good but is that bad and would you care more if I cared less but I guess it doesn`t really matter anymore because I`m gettin` rid of this mess some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain`t got a choice seems like no one wants to listen or like they can`t even hear my voice if I could turn back time I would not talk to you cause you didn`t want to hear from me and look how quickly were through and I don`t know if you do this to everyone but if you do I think you`re goin` down because with a mind set like that you will eventually get dicked around ya goin` down ya goin` down and I`m not gonna` be around ya goin` down ya goin` down and I`m not gonna` be around ya goin` down ya goin` down and I`m not gonna` be around to help you to help you to help you to help you pull through some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain`t got a choice seems like no one wants to listen or like they can`t even hear my voice some things are hard to let go and sometimes you ain`t got a choice seems like no one wants to listen or like they can`t even hear my voice