New Year

<br>Sitting here stressing at 2:30am <br>About how fast the year can go <br>I wonder where it went <br>If we start all over again, would it really work <br>I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me <br><br>Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear <br>Traumatised, Im so scared to feel <br>Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep <br>Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet <br>Push the thought of you away <br>Do it today <br><br>Im older than my years <br>Drowing in my tears <br>Surrounded by the fear <br>Since you went away, a year ago <br>At Christmas <br><br>You locked away your secrets <br>Kept them away from me <br>I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see <br>You wanna start all over again, make it work this time <br>But I dont wanna end up feeling far away from fine <br><br>I memorised, what you said to me <br>So surprised, it was hell to be <br>So frustrated with the way we were <br>Not a single word could make it work <br>Now look at us today <br>We blew it away <br><br>Im older than my years <br>Drowing in my tears <br>Surrounded by the fear <br>Since you went away, a year ago <br>At Christmas