Rock Paper Scissors

<br>It`s rock, paper, scissors as to whether <br>I will get over you at all <br>It`s hand against hand <br>Both hands are mine <br>It`s standing in a circular line <br>Which is not to say that I am not also happy <br>A happy me with a surprise inside <br>Surprise surprise, here`s another bright light in your eyes <br>Exposing all the stuff you`re just not calculating enough to hide <br>And this melancholy that I carry makes me feel so grown up <br>At the kitchen table doing shots of resignation <br>I never thought I`d see the day when I would say I give up <br>And break the stallions of my wildest expectations <br>But I do not want to know you this way <br>Surrounded by so much pain <br>But how am I supposed to let go of you this way <br>Like a bird to the sky my friend? <br>And if I could accept all these dark colours <br>As just part of some bigger colour scheme <br>And if it wasn`t for that drippy string quartet of sadness <br>Underscoring each smiling scene <br>Desire drags me right out of myself <br>Like a gas-soaked rope tied to a piece of coal <br>I`m getting prepared and looking at the bright side <br>While the flames ripple on the sea and swallow me whole <br>But this melancholy that I carry makes me feel so grown up <br>At the kitchen table doing shots of resignation <br>I never thought I`d see the day when I would say I give up <br>And break the stallions of my wildest expectations <br>But I do not want to know you this way <br>Surrounded by so much pain <br>But how am I supposed to let go of you this way <br>Like a bird to the sky my friend? <br>Hey, hey, hey...