Captain

Crazy as I may,<br>Make my way through this world,<br>Oh, it`s for no one but me to say,<br>What direction I should turn in now.<br><br>Cause I am the captain of this ship,<br>Wanting eyes and kissing lips.<br>The same as it was,<br>And will remain until I`m done and gone.<br><br>Strange, but it seems,<br>There`s mutiny brewing inside of me now.<br>I don`t want your pity,<br>Just the promise that I`ll be alright.<br><br>Cause I am the captain of this ship,<br>Curious hands and fingertips.<br>The same as it was, <br>And will be until I`m gone.<br><br>Oh, I know I`m a dreamer,<br>Still think it`s strange?<br>I won`t be here for long.<br>Oh, I know that I feel,<br>Oh, wait and go again, Again.<br><br>Oh, look, I`m buried,<br>Like a cancer eating away inside of me.<br>I don`t want your pity,<br>Only the promise that I`ll be okay now.<br><br>But I am the captain of this ship,<br>Curious hands and fingertips. <br>The same as it was before here,<br>Here, back after all.<br><br>Why should I be hypnotized, <br>By the promise of a long life?<br>Why should I hold hope, <br>In tiny, tiny dribbles that glide by?<br>Why should I lean on everything... upon<br>I won`t be here long....<br><br>Oh, I know I`m a dreamer,<br>Still seems a truth.<br>I won`t be long for here.<br>Oh, it`s so, but I think I lay this,<br>On now your lips.<br>I`m drowning.<br><br>I am the captain of... oh... But, I`ll be okay after all.