Suicide Letter

I don`t need a will cause I`m not leavin nobody shit<br>It`s my suicide letter<br>At the end of this song I`m gonna blow my fuckin brains out<br><br>[Sticky Fingaz]<br>If you readin this, I`m probly dead by now<br>Probly ODed and put three in my head by now<br>I`m on the balcony alone, nobody here to stop me<br>I should film this and leave Banned From TV a copy<br>I`m sick of this world and everything that come wit it<br>Death, life, politics, religion, fuck all of it<br>Always feel the pain or I`m ignorin it<br>Could barely see the love but all we need more of it<br>Yeah right, like that`s gonna happen<br>They workin on the next nuclear weapon<br>Niggaz still starvin, niggaz still robbin<br>It`s no money that`s when you have mo` problems<br>I wanted a son but that was the past<br>Cause to tell the truth I don`t think this world gon` last<br>And I`m not a quitter nigga, I ain`t givin up<br>I`m just ready to move on son, I had enough<br><br>[Chorus]<br>Live or die, it`s my life<br>I may, I might, it`s my time<br>? or shine, it`s my ?<br>So say goodbye, it`s my life<br><br>[Sticky Fingaz]<br>I can`t recall anything fore the age of five<br>Far back as I could remember, had the lazy eye<br>All the shit I been through and I stayed alive<br>But today feel like a good day to die<br>Felt it before but it`s hard to say goodbye<br>Felt like I`m talkin to myself when I pray to the sky<br>Like they took my faith and created a lie<br>Don`t try to talk me out of it, I made up my mind<br>I`m a man, I meant no cry for help<br>So I`ma have to start the revolution by myself<br>I`m losin it, too much goin on in my head<br>Statistically speakin, I`m supposed to be dead<br>Made a crew of wild niggaz goin to war for `caine<br>Decorate the walls in ya building wit ya brain<br>Strugglin in the hood, I know too well<br>But why to get to heaven nigga gotta go through hell?<br><br>[Chorus]