Promise

<br>Y`know that I want your loving<br>but my logic tells me that it aint never gonna happen<br>and then my defense`d say I did`t want it anyway<br>but you know sometimes I`m a lier<br>could you ever want me to love you <br>could you ever want me to care<br>disregard my nervousness<br>please ignore my vacant stares<br>cause just what I`ve been thru<br>is nothing like where I`m going to<br>give me some sign to persue<br>a promise <br>and your unhappy<br>this is only a guess<br>do you know what it`s like to hate<br>when it`s way down deep inside<br>oh god I hate what`s been done to my life<br>I could rule the pain <br>I could rule the night<br>or would I ruin my salvation<br>ruin my mind rules your pains<br>rulers of the night<br>ruin your salvation<br>ruin yor mind