Still Ain`t Forgave Myself

(Singing)<br><br>(T.I. Talking: Still ain`t forgave myself.. damn<br>It`s a lotta fucked up shit that go down man.. <br>You don`t even know the half..)<br><br>[Verse 1]<br>Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescents<br>Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy present<br>I got two uncles, Quint and Man and they keep me straight<br>7 and 8, I`m countin money while they movin weight<br>My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him<br>I say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need him<br>They sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines<br>And plus my uncles, doin 10 years F.E.D. time<br>Then I started rebellin, began crack sellin<br>Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11<br>After school I hear my momma holla homework<br>I say aiight ma, but look I got my own work<br>Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13<br>Now my momma findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box<br>Like damn, why do trouble come to me like this<br>But on the real, it ain`t even have to be like this (fuck)<br><br>[Hook]<br>Mistakes made on this road to wealth <br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br>Ay, what I am today <br>I made myself but I still ain`t forgave myself<br>For runnin to the grave getting closer to death <br>I still ain`t forgave my self<br>For anyone who ever wondered how I felt<br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br><br>[Verse 2]<br>At 14 man, thought I knew everything<br>I`m slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy Cain<br>I bought an `85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes<br>Now I`m the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 days<br>Hardheaded man I ain`t listen to anything<br>I`m getting money so, I`m right and I got plenty game<br>Besides why I need school, Im`ma be rappin momma<br>If that don`t work, then I guess Im`ma be trappin momma<br>But hey I promise Im`ma make it cause I`m damn good<br>Im`ma get us out this hood and off these can goods<br>School just a white man game, and it`s ran good<br>At 16, here`s my introduction to manhood<br>Blue lights behind me, damn what I`m gonna do<br>Cause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too<br>I guess everything`ll be aiight if I just keep it cool<br>How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain`t in school<br>Can you search the car?? Yea but, I rather that you didn`t<br>Besides it`s just a waste of yo time cause ain`t nutthin in it<br>(Laugh) I guess that`s when I seen, that I ain`t know shit<br>When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain`t gone get.. (Damn!)<br><br>[Hook]<br>Mistakes made on this road to wealth <br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br>Ay, what I am today, I made myself <br>But I still ain`t forgave myself<br>Guess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealt<br>But I still ain`t forgave myself<br>For anyone who ever wondered how I felt<br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br><br>[Verse 3]<br>Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong<br>3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and gone<br>Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin<br>But what`s the good in knowin` better if I ain`t tell `em nutthin<br>I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty<br>Put down the gun, get in the car let `em live shawty<br>You`ll probably get locked up, and I`ll probably have a deal shawty<br>Naw, I ain`t scared, I`m just telling ya like it is shawty<br>Coulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow<br>Leave that country town alone, yall needa come back home<br>Bankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit `em <br>They woulda never got killed that night if I was `em<br>Seem like I coulda done mo`, said mo`<br>Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo`??<br>All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit me<br>Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.)<br><br>[Hook]<br>And even though they say I cant blame myself<br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br>For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth <br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br>What I am today, I made myself <br>But I still ain`t forgave myself<br>For anybody who ever wondered how I felt <br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br><br>And yea they say I cant blame myself<br>But I still ain`t forgave myself<br>Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth <br>I still ain`t forgave myself<br>Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was dealt<br>But I still ain`t forgave myself<br>For anybody who ever wondered how I felt<br>I still ain`t forgave myself (Ain`t Forgave myself)<br><br>[Talking]<br>Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I felt<br>anybody who ever wondered what`s wrong wit me, here it is..<br>3 16`s of what`s in the heart of T.I.P.<br>This song is dedicated to everybody who ain`t here wit me<br>Cap, damn.. you fucked up shawty, but when you get out<br>if I live to see it, its gone be on again ya know what I`m sayin<br>And we ain`t gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now<br>Ya know what I`m sayin.. Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out man<br>and when you do I`ll be there shawty.. always<br>Bankhead, J-rue, I`m sorry man, some shit I cant change<br>When I get up there, we gone ball again, open the gates shawty let me in..<br>we gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain`t worth a friend shawty..<br>I fucked up bad man.. I still ain`t forgave myself<br>My momma, sorry I ain`t graduate but<br>hell we rich now it don`t matter. My uncles shit,<br>it don`t matter either.. yall back.<br>Well hell.. My Lil` boy (music stops)<br>you betta not do the same shit I did<br>or Im`ma whoop yo muthafuckin ass..