Still Ain`t Forgave Myself

(T.I. Talking: Still ain`t forgave myself.. damn <br /> It`s a lotta fucked up shit that go down man.. <br /> You don`t even know the half..) <br /> <br /> [Verse 1] <br /> Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescents <br /> Spoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy present <br /> I got two uncles, Quint and Man and they keep me straight <br /> 7 and 8, I`m countin money while they movin weight <br /> My daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see him <br /> I say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need him <br /> They sendin letters home from school, nobody read mines <br /> And plus my uncles, doin 10 years F.E.D. time <br /> Then I started rebellin, began crack sellin <br /> Tha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11 <br /> After school I hear my momma holla homework <br /> I say aiight ma, but look I got my own work <br /> Started interactin wit fiends at the age of 13 <br /> Now my momma findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy box <br /> Like damn, why do trouble come to me like this <br /> But on the real, it ain`t even have to be like this (fuck) <br /> <br /> [Hook] <br /> Mistakes made on this road to wealth <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> Ay, what I am today <br /> I made myself but I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> For runnin to the grave getting closer to death <br /> I still ain`t forgave my self <br /> For anyone who ever wondered how I felt <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> <br /> [Verse 2] <br /> At 14 man, thought I knew everything <br /> I`m slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy Cain <br /> I bought an `85 cutlass on some dane-a-danes <br /> Now I`m the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 days <br /> Hardheaded man I ain`t listen to anything <br /> I`m getting money so, I`m right and I got plenty game <br /> Besides why I need school, Im`ma be rappin momma <br /> If that don`t work, then I guess Im`ma be trappin momma <br /> But hey I promise Im`ma make it cause I`m damn good <br /> Im`ma get us out this hood and off these can goods <br /> School just a white man game, and it`s ran good <br /> At 16, here`s my introduction to manhood <br /> Blue lights behind me, damn what I`m gonna do <br /> Cause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 too <br /> I guess everything`ll be aiight if I just keep it cool <br /> How ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain`t in school <br /> Can you search the car?? Yea but, I rather that you didn`t <br /> Besides it`s just a waste of yo time cause ain`t nutthin in it <br /> (Laugh) I guess that`s when I seen, that I ain`t know shit <br /> When stuck in a place wit freedom I ain`t gone get.. (Damn!) <br /> <br /> [Hook] <br /> Mistakes made on this road to wealth <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> Ay, what I am today, I made myself <br /> But I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> Guess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealt <br /> But I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> For anyone who ever wondered how I felt <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> <br /> [Verse 3] <br /> Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong <br /> 3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and gone <br /> Knew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustin <br /> But what`s the good in knowin` better if I ain`t tell `em nutthin <br /> I knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawty <br /> Put down the gun, get in the car let `em live shawty <br /> You`ll probably get locked up, and I`ll probably have a deal shawty <br /> Naw, I ain`t scared, I`m just telling ya like it is shawty <br /> Coulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blow <br /> Leave that country town alone, yall needa come back home <br /> Bankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit `em <br /> They woulda never got killed that night if I was `em <br /> Seem like I coulda done mo`, said mo` <br /> Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo`?? <br /> All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit me <br /> Sometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.) <br /> <br /> [Hook] <br /> And even though they say I cant blame myself <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> For all the mistakes made on this road to wealth <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> What I am today, I made myself <br /> But I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> For anybody who ever wondered how I felt <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> <br /> And yea they say I cant blame myself <br /> But I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> Fo the mistakes made on this road to wealth <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> Guess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was dealt <br /> But I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> For anybody who ever wondered how I felt <br /> I still ain`t forgave myself (Ain`t Forgave myself) <br /> <br /> [Talking] <br /> Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I felt <br /> anybody who ever wondered what`s wrong wit me, here it is.. <br /> 3 16`s of what`s in the heart of T.I.P. <br /> This song is dedicated to everybody who ain`t here wit me <br /> Cap, damn.. you fucked up shawty, but when you get out <br /> if I live to see it, its gone be on again ya know what I`m sayin <br /> And we ain`t gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit now <br /> Ya know what I`m sayin.. Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out man <br /> and when you do I`ll be there shawty.. always <br /> Bankhead, J-rue, I`m sorry man, some shit I cant change <br /> When I get up there, we gone ball again, open the gates shawty let me in.. <br /> we gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain`t worth a friend shawty.. <br /> I fucked up bad man.. I still ain`t forgave myself <br /> My momma, sorry I ain`t graduate but <br /> hell we rich now it don`t matter. My uncles shit, <br /> it don`t matter either.. yall back. <br /> Well hell.. My Lil` boy (music stops) <br /> you betta not do the same shit I did <br /> or Im`ma whoop yo muthafuckin ass..