Becoming I

Sunlight warms my face It`s hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new `Cause I`ve fallen again The stench smells so real Like I`ve been here before Emotions will kill The life I`ve always known Because of their lies The world seems to change But since you`ve arrived I feel no more pain `Cause I have become the one thing I hate I have become the smile on your face There`s no need to save the me that I`ve made `Cause I have become the one thing I hate The unwanted things That breathe in my skin Have filled all the void In which I live in And every time you bounce I feel so alive So many ways to count The many times I`ve died `Cause I have become the one thing I hate I have become the smile on your face There`s no need to save the me that I`ve made `Cause I have become the one thing I hate So close to you, so close to you