Why Do I Lie?

i would love to be better i would love to be free i would love to be perfect when you look at me but instead i`m still crying yes instead i`m still lying sad to say i`m still trying not to be me when i see all the weakness that i turned into sickness i still think i can slide just fine on the ice it`s not easy to be honest sometimes i`m just astonished how hard it can be to be true [CHORUS:] why do i lie? is it just to get by if i give up my lines will i die? if fortunes are favored then i am in labor and i`m trying so hard to leave lying behind i don`t want to be hazy i don`t think that i`m crazy but i`ve had some moments where i am not sure and if you can forgive me for just being human then i will try harder to keep my words pure i could be on the border it could be a disorder honestly i think that i can come clean and all of my stories might even be boring if i can tell you what they all mean [CHORUS]