Chinaberry Tree

In parallel sea what would I be? My first love said to me: "Tears out for the world to see" I would not be I did not see the chinaberry tree Tears out, it would feel so Heavenly, Heavenly, Heavenly hard now to picture a me Without you "Don`t interfere" Part of her back was frozen For the remainder of the war "Don`t be concerned" But I never learned how not to be As my first love said to me "I don`t care, I`m not there" so that I could not sleep My whole beeing was falling apart So that I soon cried out "Dear friends, hold me"