Whose Trophy

I`m sorry that I`m not what you expected <br>Need I ignore you now<br>I can`t live facing these regrets<br>I won`t live without them<br>How will things turn out<br><br>You threw it all away<br>Is that how you see things<br>I guess we live through different eyes<br>We see through different pasts<br>I won`t be what you want me to be<br><br>Should I try a little less<br>Just to suffer all the more<br>Is this what you want from me<br>Are you ashamed of me<br>Could this hurt any more<br><br>This may be the most important thing I`ll ever say<br>But if it`s all the same<br>I`ll bide my words and wait for better ones to take <br>their place<br>And this I beg of you<br>Please don`t think out loud<br>And keep your life to yourself<br>I`m not the one to volunteer<br>To suffocate<br><br>Nothing ever works out<br>Nothing, never...