Bittersweet

<br>In my hallucination<br>I saw my beloved`s flower garden<br>In my vertigo, in my dizziness<br>In my drunken haze<br>Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel<br><br>I saw myself as the source of existence<br>I was there in the beginning<br>And I was the spirit of love<br>Now I am sober<br>There is only the hangover<br>And the memory of love<br>And only the sorrow<br><br>I yearn for happiness<br>I ask for help<br>I want mercy<br>And my love says:<br><br>Look at me and hear me<br>Because I am here<br>Just for that<br><br>I am your moon and your moonlight too<br>I am your flower garden and your water too<br>I have come all this way, eager for you<br>Without shoes or shawl<br><br>I want you to laugh<br>To kill all your worries<br>To love you<br>To nourish you<br><br>Oh sweet bitterness<br>I will soothe you and heal you<br>I will bring you roses<br>I, too, have been covered with thorns