I Don`t Wanna

I ain`t here to hold you when you cry I ain`t here to hold your shaky hand I ain`t here to look you in the eye Or beg for you to understand I ain`t gonna walk you thru your dreams Walk you thru this life that we all know I ain`t here to listen while you speak I ain`t here to heal your broken soul Am I here at all? I ain`t here to tell you what you need I ain`t gonna take a noble stand I ain`t here to look you in the eye Or beg for you tjo understand I can only tell you what I`ve seen I can only tell you how it felt While my heart was crushed to bad inside Till I felt the hatred slowly melt I don`t wanna I ain`t gonna watch your every move I ain`t gonna dog your every step I ain`t here to shape your every mood I ain`t here to keep your secrets kept Oh, but if I held you in my arms If I could squeeze you till we cry I don`t wanna lose this love I feel I don`t wanna lose this fight tonite I ain`t gonna I ain`t here to hold you when you cry I ain`t here to hold your shaky hand I ain`t here to look you in the eye I don`t want you under my command I can only hope you feel your tears I can only wish you`d feel the hope I can only hope that I can see out beyond this skin that covers me Oh, how I wish that you were here If I could hold you in my arms Oh, how I wish that you were mine I don`t wanna beg for you no more I ain`t gonna tell you how I feel I ain`t gonna tell you how I feel I ain`t gonna pray for you to love me I just know it!