Pain

<br>There`s times in my life where I just<br>I just wanna run away, I just<br>I just wish the pain would stop<br>I don`t wanna cry no more<br>I wish the pain would go away<br><br>Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal<br>Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet<br>Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit<br>Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough<br>From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain<br>One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain<br>Twenty-three years, three when it happened<br>Twenty-six now, still I can`t stop the tears<br>Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch<br>Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey<br>On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich<br>That`s when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money<br>Learned the hard way, ain`t no correctin the grief<br>Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef<br>Don`t give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven<br>or relievin your breathin, long as I`m even `fore I`m leavin<br>Pain...<br><br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>We`re talkin about the kind of pain that<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can`t go on no more<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>The kind of pain that I wouldn`t wish on anyone<br><br>I can`t relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate<br>Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate<br>Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone<br>Cause of a fuckin chain on?<br>Migraine`s on, now the pain`s warm, I stagger<br>And I`m hopin I don`t know the cat with the dagger<br>Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief<br>To the City College deceased may you rest in peace<br>To the families, I never meant to cause no pain<br>I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame<br>Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains<br>Now it seems like I`m goin insane<br>For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news<br>But before my shit drops, I stand accused<br>Don`t you think I wish we all was rich?<br>One for all it`s pain to see your people when they all can`t ball<br>The pain..<br><br> I wish this pain, would go away<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>I don`t wanna give no more pain<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>I don`t wanna receive no more pain<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>God, please take the pain away<br><br>I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin<br>on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said<br>&quot;God why? Got to know how hard we try<br> Don`t let him die, please don`t let my nigga be dead&quot;<br>But it was too late, California sealed his fate<br>Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now<br>Wish I could die, I could fly<br>If they don`t give a fuck, fuck it why should I?<br>That`s when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3<br>with platinum wings and said, &quot;Puff listen to me&quot;<br>He puts his hands on my head and said &quot;I live through you<br>Make hits continuous, this is what we do<br>I know it might be strenous and times is hard<br>Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God<br>Plus you owe it to yourself and don`t forget the kids&quot;<br>That`s when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives<br><br> I wish this pain, would go away<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>One day the pain is gonna stop<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>One day there`s gonna be no more pain<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br><br>[Notorious B.I.G.]<br>I`m tellin you man<br>now don`t let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up God<br>I don`t give a fuck WHO it is<br>Don`t let em fuck yo` paper man, please Big<br>Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints<br>man fuck these niggaz man<br>Fuck these niggaz man<br>And I`ma tell the same thing to you<br>When you get your shit done, watch your money, and<br>hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit<br>And soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out<br>like they screamin all these other, so-called hot niggaz<br>Never take your eyes off that shit yo<br>Try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo<br>Ain`t no guarantee they gonna love you next year...<br><br> I wish this pain, would go away<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>One day the pain is gonna stop<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>One day there`s gonna be no more pain<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>One day the pain is gonna stop<br> I wish this pain, would go away<br>One day there`s gonna be no more pain