Confused

<br>On which side am I?<br>this one or this one<br>i`m so messed up<br>and I can`t fuckin` understand<br>what`s going on<br>i`ve found myself<br>cut in a position - once again<br>that i`m don`t know<br>if that`s the way<br>that i wanted it to be<br><br>And I`m so confused<br>was sure we`re going<br>in a special direction<br>guess I was wrong again<br>can`t seem to find an answer or salvation<br><br>The TV is shut<br>Yeah i`m alone again<br>thinking of where i was<br>where i`ve been<br>my walls are white<br>but i see only black<br>it can`t be you<br>cause i don`t think<br>that your shadow<br>is that big<br><br>And I`m so confused<br>was sure we`re going<br>in a special direction<br>guess I was wrong again<br>can`t seem to find an answer or salvation<br><br>sometimes it feels so weird<br>and I don`t know what to decide<br>this side or this side<br>my mind is so messed up<br>can I manage on my own?<br>or do I need you by my side<br>to help me clear my doubts<br>and to find my way out