Fade Out

Someday when I see you, be with you again<br>Can`t believe how I miss you, I`m there til the end<br><br>Demetrius I had to say something<br>My brain is stained with you<br>I don`t even think I can explain how much I miss you<br>Your tears frame the page my fate is outlined in chalk<br>The other day I freaked on the street when someone walked like you walked<br>It took a second not to think it was you<br>And everything crashed down<br>I don`t understand why god picks who he`s gonna snatch out<br>Before you hit the ground I hope you passed out<br>I wish I could run up in heaven with gats, find you, and blast us out<br>I couldn`t you brother, I heard he`s with your grandmother<br>I spent two weeks on 411 trying to find the phone number<br>I didn`t go to your wake<br>Got the call to late<br>And after I found out I spent a month in my room and never open the drapes<br>I didn`t get to say goodbye - it`s not fair<br>Hope you had fun in Miami, it seemed like you were meant to be there<br>My family talked about you often<br>I can`t think of you in a coffin<br>Pardon the random thoughts<br>When I speak of you I get lost in memories<br>The intensity of losing you is like 1000 degrees in the desert<br>With no sight of water or trees<br>I dream of an oasis, seen you in a hundred faces<br>Hear you in music, pic you partying in different places<br>Like your favorite I guess, sometimes it snows in April<br>Your fate will never be forgiven, I`m cursing` every religion<br>My heart is always with you<br>And anyone that I love will have to know<br>A part of me can`t go to them<br>`Cause it`s above..<br>I miss you