My last journey

Without noticing the pouring rain I sliced my wrist with my knife I couldn`t ignore the endless pain The last thing in my dreary life "Dark clouds filled the open sky My heart was filled with hate I bent down on my knees and cried Is this really my fate?" "I`ll never again see the sun rise Cause now I`m in my eternal bed Death is so sweet and nice And I enjoy being dead" On this, my last journey