Never Understand

never understand<br><br>I never should have said it and now i regret it<br>never should have told you how i feel<br>never should have said i love you still<br>your silence stings my heart<br>dont be mad at me im so mad at my self<br>everything was getting better and i started feeling better<br>when we kissed it felt like we were still together.<br>but i can never forget that someone other than me<br><br>i cant sleep tonight no matter how much i try <br>i cant stop thinking about you and me<br>and how you said that together we were happy<br>why cant we be together why cant we be happy<br>i dont understand you anymore and i really want to<br>and i really want you to understand me too.<br>why was summer so warm and winter had to be so cold<br>how come no one can ever know?<br><br>Why cant you hear when i say that I love you?<br>you just dont want to be loved like i do<br>every night is so cold and lonely without you<br>every morning i wake up freezing <br>and i find that theres something missing<br>something missing from my bed and <br>something missing from my heart<br>your such a part of me and <br>i never want it to be you without me.<br>Im forever cursed to be alone only me.