Departure From Normality

I lost myself again<br>I lost myself again<br>I lost myself again<br>I lost myself again<br><br>And the door swings open to things inside<br>I`m tripled up and broken down, for all to see<br>For all to see<br>In a mix matched dark room its hard to reconcile<br>All these expectations, I`m dissapointed all the time<br><br>Live for us while I can`t<br>Look to find myself<br>Live for us still I can`t<br>Look to find<br><br>Just rely on uncertainty, I`m scared sometimes<br>Departure from normality, salient and supplied<br>Don`t try to run away, away from the hidden guides<br>The guides suprise adversive smiles<br><br>Live for us while I can`t<br>Look to find myself <br>Live for us still I can`t<br>Look to find<br><br>The selfish choices are the last ones made<br>In the final decision I regret I didn`t stay<br>Regret I did not stay<br>As I lay here wondering when will the answers come<br>You ask the wrong questions? Don`t worry so much<br><br>Live for us while I can`t<br>Look to find myself<br>Live for us still I can`t <br>Look to find<br><br>Just rely on uncertainty, I`m scared sometimes<br>Departure from normality, salient and supplied<br>Uncertainty for sure I`m scared that I can`t control<br>Uncertainty for sure I`m scared that I can`t control<br>Uncertainty for sure I`m scared that I can`t control<br>Uncertainty for sure I`m scared that I can`t control<br>Control I can`t control!<br><br>Live for us while I can`t<br>Look to find myself<br>Live for us still I can`t <br>Look to find<br><br>Look into his eyes<br>Look into her eyes<br>Then look into my eyes<br>And tell me what you see