My Agony, My Ecstasy

Gorge in my darkness, for all to laugh at me. My undying love,<br>that you hold in chains. Bound by reality, controlling my every<br>thougt. Visions of your beauty, deep in my memory. Please try to<br>forgive me. The pain always returns. Yesterdays smile is tomorrows<br>tears. Oh God, What have I done? Our love together was strong. A<br>bond between two souls. Lost within my slumber. Tonight I sleep<br>alone. My mind no longer lusts, My heart no longer loves. Half my<br>life is gone from me. A mistake I must endure. Containing my<br>emotions, from time we spent alone. Surrender to my past, live<br>with a false sense of pride. Every time I close my eyes I yearn<br>the sweet scent of you Always remember the love we made and<br>cherish It`s silent beauty The softness of your touch, the warm<br>glow of your skin Is in my every fantasy. Your velvet lips upon my<br>neck will release my torture inside.