The Spirit Seed

In just one breath<br>Your dreams will fade<br>A moment in time<br>For fear to embrace<br><br>The future... is my enemy<br>Long days.... and endless nights<br><br>Pain awakes my sleep<br>And ends in a silent barrage of calm<br><br>Look at me though jaded eyes<br>Forever see the mask I wear<br>Never feel pity for me<br>It`s the way my life lives<br><br>Beaten by the only life I know<br>Forced upon the spirit seed<br>I only wish I had the strength<br>To say goodbye<br><br>At what time did you turn your back?<br>I pay for this with every breath<br>And all you do is preach through man<br>Of how merciful you can be<br><br>Then you shall not fail<br>For every time you close your eyes<br>I`ll be there to greet you