Out Of Breath

the more I shut it out the harder it comes back Iнm sick and tired of always feeling under attack and I don`t know about you but I don`t care about you and I just can`t live like this anymore just the thought of it puts more weight on my chest I try to sleep but I have no success Iнve already died 1000 deaths and Iнm running out of breath and I can`t live like this anymore can you take a hint?is there anybody listening?I don`t know who will be more sorry, me or you?try not to blame yourself I tried to listen to my old records today I just couldn`t make them sound the same all meaning is lost in a haze of personal politics and heartbreak by association so many times Iнve come close to the end now you send your love. I have nothing to send I won`t play this confusing game anymore!this time Iнm closing the door can you take a hint?