Final Song

by the time you get this,<br>it will be too late.<br>Sorry i put you threw the wait.<br>Im sorry im selfish, im sorry im doing this.<br>But to know the end is finally coming,<br>i cannot resist.<br>Im so full of animosity.<br>Im not tangible, So misunderstood.<br>Im malevolent, my lifes no good.<br>Im not myself anymore.<br>i dont know where ive gone.<br>But im guessing this will be,<br>My last and final song.<br>I used to be so calm.<br>But now im so skittish,<br>like a beaten Child. Broken Glass.<br>Its time to just quit this.<br>Im not immaculate,<br>im not true. Im not worthwhile.. Im not you.<br>I strive to be loved.<br>I strive to be held.<br>but those are the things, i cannot weld.<br>Please continue on.. make something of life.<br>Stay wonderful stay strong.<br>Once again im sorry im doing this,<br>But its not wrong.<br>I love you once again.<br>this is so long.<br>Hang in there..<br>it will be better when im gone.