Times Best Forgotten

And I`ll be the one laughing at your funeral <br>when you finally receive all the pain you deserve, <br>manipulations ceasing to exists, <br>your soul screaming as I bury you alive.<br>And August never seemed so hot, <br>with sweat in my eyes and the taste of blood, <br>it`s everything I`ve ever wanted from you.<br>Darkness...my old friend it seems you`ve found me again.<br>I never wanted any of this, <br>when you review your life is it me you miss?<br>I can`t seem to forget your blue eyes, <br>seems they stare down at me through August skies.<br>The end of you marks a beginning and wasted time is all I know, <br>when I stop breathing I will finally be free, <br>without you there is no me.<br>Too many sleepless nights and degrading feelings, <br>as I watch your smile melt and fade, bubble and pop.<br>It`s 3 o` clock in the morning <br>and I`m burning all the pictures that you gave me,<br>pictures that lit the dark room and warmed the cold nights, <br>all of them of you, but mostly of us.<br>They fold and bend as the flames engulf them<br>and it reminds me of our relationship.<br>Too many sleepless nights and degrading feelings.