So Alone

can`t live without you you`re my saving grace <br>you helped me keep my sanity <br>when i was struggling you were by my side <br>you helped me face reality <br>the lust i had for you nearly drove me insane <br>i managed to walk away but doubt i`ll ever be the same <br>you are my one true love for now and forever <br>and when i have you in my arms can`t feel the pain i`m still bitter <br>i feel so alone - you`ve sucked the life out of me <br>i`m already dead i just don`t know it yet <br>because you stole my heart a love i can`t forget <br>slowly dying when will i go <br>i wish i was dead i feel so alone <br>your just a memory a twist of fate from god above <br>when i lie awake at night it`s you i crave - it`s you i love <br>the pain it burns inside i suffer everyday <br>still alive wishing i was dead like christ at the stake