Infected

I don`t drink to forget <br>i drink so i can suffer twice as much <br>cuz in this world of pain <br>nothing breaks the memory of your touch <br>what was i thinking <br>i should have kept drinking <br>to flood you face from my mind <br>but now it`s over and i`m sober enough <br>to know you fucked my mind <br>love can seem like slow death <br>if it`s not returned <br>you will feel your body and soul <br>start to burn with desire <br>and unrelenting pain <br>the tears they cloud my eyes <br>i bite my tongue till i taste my blood <br>so you won`t hear my cries <br>hiding in my private darkness <br>i put you out of my mind <br>my fear of death being overcome <br>by my hatred for this life