Ways And Means

<br>Getting too busy to make amends<br><br>I should try to make it right<br><br>Are you ready for the shit to hit<br><br>I think you say you are but aren`t<br><br>Doctor make it better instantly<br><br>You`re the only one who can<br><br>I`ve waited here my whole damn life<br><br>And I`ve forgotten what I wanted<br><br><br><br>Maybe I can do it<br><br>If I put my back into it<br><br>I can leave you if I wanted<br><br>But there`s nowhere else that I can go<br><br><br><br>Maybe I won`t suffer<br><br>If I find a way to love here<br><br>I`d be lying to myself<br><br>But there is no way out that I can see<br><br><br><br>If I lied you`d know it instantly<br><br>So I just had to look away<br><br>All the honesty I`ve ever lost<br><br>I can`t begin to even curse<br><br>I never knew the taste of blood till now<br><br>It`s clear I never should have known<br><br>Breathing fire was never this much fun<br><br>So there`s a dark side in us all