Myself

<br>I have always been different I like to be,<br>but every time they got something to say to me.<br>One day I had to be, I made a different me,<br>but got trouble next day I went school, you see.<br>Two big fellows, which don`t much about like in me,<br>put me in to the games where I don`t wanna be.<br>In other words no one don`t like me there.<br>Sometimes I really care, I can`t be myself.<br><br>Then one day I didn`t meet the chosen one,<br>I took a gun, party`s just begun.<br>Inside of me there still lives a part of me,<br>it put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be.<br>I get along well with this feeling in my mind,<br>if I should say something, I would say nothing<br>`cause I`ll kiss my only friend what I`ve got, ever had<br>but still I can`t ..I can`t be myself.<br><br><br>I`m gonna the way I wanna be,<br>nobody wanna talk with me, no.<br><br>Do I have to be or let my feelings free?<br>Take a look at me, the way I wanna be.<br>I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside,<br>I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died.<br>My life turned from that good to that very bad,<br>there were only me, my pipe and those drugs I had.<br>One day I just will be, I`m gonna be real me,<br>I think I cannot be, I can`t be myself!