Wishing It Was

<br>Beauty and grace is what touches me most <br>Good time can put me in fear <br>Always feel safe when things are bad <br>So I cannot let you come near <br>It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things <br>I always feel alive when the death bell rings <br>Now you have come and bring out the tears in me <br><br><br>Pain never makes me cry but happiness does <br>It`s so strange to watch my life go by <br>Wishing it was <br>Wishing it was more like a fantasy <br>Where everyone surprises me <br>Wishing it was <br><br><br>This feeling wont last cause I cannot survive <br>I tell you Ive been here before <br>When its movin this fast <br>It`s a matter of time <br>One of us walks out that door <br>It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things <br>I always feel alive when the death bell rings <br>Now you come and you bring out the tears in me <br><br><br>Give this some thought <br>And Im sure you will know <br>This is the way it must be <br>Emotions will rise, emotions will flow <br>You bring out the tears in me <br><br><br>It`s so strange to watch your life walk and where everyday <br>I`ve been burning the candle at both ends <br>And lied the truth I cant pretend <br>This is why I will not stay baby <br>Just like that Im on my way