It`s Been Awhile

<br>And it`s been awhile<br>Since I could hold my head up high<br>And it`s been awhile since I first saw you<br>And it`s been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again <br>And it`s been awhile since I could call you<br><br>And everything I can`t remember<br>As fucked up as it all may seem <br>The consequences that I`ve rendered<br>I`ve stretched myself beyond my means<br> <br>It`s been awhile<br>Since I can say that I wasn`t addicted<br>And it`s been awhile since I can say I love myself as well and<br>And it`s been awhile since I`ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do<br>And it`s been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I`m with you<br> <br>And everything I can`t remember<br>As fucked up as it all may seem <br>The consequences that I`ve rendered<br>I`ve gone and fucked things up again<br> <br>Why must I feel this way?<br>Just make this go away<br>Just one more peaceful day<br> <br>And it`s been awhile <br>Since I could look at myself straight<br>And it`s been awhile since I said I`m sorry<br>And it`s been awhile since I`ve seen the way the candles light your face<br>And it`s been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste<br> <br>And everything I can`t remember <br>As fucked up as it all may seem to be <br>I know it`s me <br>I cannot blame this on my father<br>He did the best he could for me<br> <br>And it`s been awhile<br>Since I could hold my head up high<br>And it`s ben awhile since I said I`m sorry