Candyland

<br>I lost a boy<br><br>And now I look for him<br><br>Through every window<br><br>And behind every door<br><br>My son went down<br><br><br><br>This isnt trauma<br><br>Its not even drama anymore<br><br>I was born<br><br>With a sad song in my mouth<br><br>He gave me a reason to sing it<br><br><br><br>Its like this boy<br><br>Took all my clear cold nights<br><br>Left me hot and dry<br><br>And when he falls<br><br>I cant hear it<br><br><br><br>This isnt vodka<br><br>Its not even chocolate<br><br>I dont know how long I can stay straight<br><br>And still see straight<br><br>He gave me a reason to say it<br><br><br><br>Dont wait for pain<br><br>To find out you exist<br><br>Dont look for shame<br><br>Your better off without it<br><br>Life is unkind<br><br><br><br>This isnt candyland<br><br>I know you dont understand<br><br>So nice not to be ashamed<br><br>So nice not to be creeped out<br><br>Ice is unkind<br><br>till it freezes your enemies<br><br>Life is unkind<br><br>till it burns up your memories<br><br>Life is unkind<br><br><br><br>He gave me a reason<br><br>To live it