I Never Believed

<br>(Bator/James)<br>I searched through all my possessions<br>You were no longer one of them<br>Cried out your name in both and fear<br>But only silence would answer me<br>Chorus<br>I never believed it coudl happen<br>Sometimes heaven helps the wicked<br>Controls the demons from which we can`t defend<br>Lonely I misdirect my horror<br>You`ve really left me, this time it`s not pretend<br>Chorus<br>I turn to catch a dying shadow<br>Your faded image a-haunting me<br>I slash my eyes out in a Bunuel mood<br>I cannot see you in someone else`s dream