This Ugly

<br>Worming to infest, not quite blood &amp; far from flesh,<br>this ugly only shows it`s shadows.<br>Running through the downpour, sore from all the sex,<br>what`s coming scares me still it ain`t that bad though.<br>The hints and disciplines, crying wolf from deep within,<br>this ugly wants what it won`t tell me.<br>Still I guess the best I can, breaking bones to understand,<br>but still I`ll buy all it will sell me.<br><br>This ugly wants. This ugly chains me<br>This ugly taunts. This ugly drains me<br>This ugly lies. This ugly tricks me<br>This ugly patiently whips, fucks and licks me<br><br>Knocking at my skull, finding every blade too dull,<br>the vault is keeping me at arms length.<br>Smashing with my head, such a lovely shade of red,<br>the drive is violent yet disarming.<br><br>Pictures, jis &amp; moans,<br>sitting worshipping alone abuse is better for myself.<br>This ugly still wants in, self indulgence is too thin,<br>so onward with the hardware, force and stealth