In Love With All My Love

<br>Even though I was here in August I will never you well again<br>Time is priceless and being wasted and taken for granted, I should`ve known<br>Someone told me to be strong, but look at me, how can I be<br>Of any use to anyone? I am silent and scared and in the way<br>I needed you to tell me what to do but this time you were not in charge<br>The right thing lies within your eyes, so maybe I`ll start tomorrow...<br>I don`t want to forget you<br>But it`s painful to remember<br>You told me that you want to die<br>But that you didn`t know how<br>I saw you in so much pain, I had no idea how to relieve it<br>You were strong and I was wrong, it`s so hard to see you fall<br>Every moment that I`m not with you is a torture more than I can bear<br>Every morning I wake to miss you and every night despair<br>I told you I would let you go<br>I want you to come back to me<br>I didn`t think it would end like this<br>I never thought it would be you<br>I know it it`s not my fault<br>I know that it`s not yours either<br>I can`t eat and I can`t sleepp<br>No one comes over anymore...<br>Throwing up all day and night, I am giving up on everything<br>If they only knew what I`ve been through, they would know that it broke my heart.