Hesitant And Polite

<br>blissful wishes, floating in the clouds<br>i see ambition killing us i`ve found<br>justified decisions knocking me down<br>can`t stop this piston, flooded engine. <br>distant misses common excuses<br>captured a glisten of a smile that makes me smile<br>now i`ve looked all around me<br>and i am still deciding<br>who has listened to the strength in my sanity. <br>i know this is not alot, it comes two fold<br>and i`ll swallow every drop, it`s like strictnine<br>mixed with cyanide; cyanide.<br>i thought i tried<br>i lost my mind. <br>so pure, not so, so sure i will go<br>with good intention for bad predictions<br>I lost my mind<br>thought you`d remember me from two days for two weeks<br>you laughed and i smiled, my heart can`t forget now<br>i lost my mind<br>i thought i tried - for you.<br>one time not silent<br>the one next to you is not the one to blame<br>come here we`re all sitting here in a circle of shit<br>a million miles of shit<br>covering the ground. <br>the love you plan, it still erases. <br>the love you plan, it still erases. <br>the love you plan, it still erases. <br>the love you plan, it still erases. <br>i know this is not alot, it comes two fold<br>and i`ll swallow every drop, like it`s strictnine<br>mixed with cyanide<br>i know i believe in God<br>it shows too slow but<br>I`ll give you what I got<br>cause it still feels good to be different; different.<br>different from you, i thought you knew<br>i tried my hardest to keep you alive<br>thought you`d be honest, thought you`d be true<br>it all turns my way, it all turned to gray<br>There`s nothing to left to say, nothing to say. <br>Nothing left to say, nothing to lose.<br>Nothing left to say, nothing to lose without you.<br>colors so sad it will make you cry, lost in the innocense i`m lost in you.<br>colors so sad it will make you cry, lost in the innocense i`m lost in you. <br>stumbled and fell down<br>nothing left to do but look around us in the end<br>we look for something to use<br>we look for some shove<br>some we take as its handed<br>some we take for granted<br>but some weren`t lucky enough<br>some weren`t blessed enough to be standing on the line<br>inside and everyone<br>as their name is called<br>this is a roll call<br>this is a roll call.<br>tell me what is real<br>tell me what`s the difference<br>everything is shit<br>just like your pale face<br>scared by the vision of everything<br>turning to fire underneath your blisters<br>everything is shit.<br>It`s shit.