Lifeline

<br>until this big revue <br>i thought i`d figured out<br>no release from the pressure <br>growing strong <br>confirmation from outside is a luxury <br>but without i have to dig for the reasons <br>found to live inject my life with meaning <br>suffering from pains <br>i needed a cure placed my attention <br>in what could make a difference <br>in my life all i wished for before <br>was a reason to go on <br>found in a tune hollow existence <br>a grim prospect secured a distance <br>and without i`m nothing <br>sometimes i picture a life <br>a picture i can`t have denied <br>it with this therapy <br>i use to define identity <br>what`s lost in me <br>to where i realize has how been refined <br>security`s no option <br>invested all i had against recourse <br>accepted rejection by decisions <br>to ignore average life <br>i was always so sure <br>that the answer lay beyond the prescribed path <br>refused admission to my escape <br>provided the stage <br>i need to realize/confirmed in my eyes