First Time

<br>So whats wrong with me, I can`t sleep,<br>pull these bedsheets over me and let me be,<br>with broken hearts, and black and blues, <br>I` m shivering because I wondered what you`d think, <br>if I didn`t break, and made a change for you <br>It feels like, the first time, that I am standing on my own,<br>and I`m not wasted tonight, not wasted tonight<br><br>It takes a part of me, can`t you see, <br>I`m pushing through your tidal waves so I can breathe, <br>with no regrets, so bittersweet, <br>I`m holding on because I waited for your call, <br>if you care at all, I will wait for you<br><br>Tonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief, <br>where i can get release, but you can`t understand, <br>whats happening to me, and these songbirds in between, <br>sing anthems out to you