Regain My Innocence

<br>A blunted day, I`m sitting for a few hours now<br>On my sofa, thinking of nothing at all<br>I`m so tired, Sick to death of the whole world<br>I`d really like to indulge to my heartache<br>But I do realize that I ain`t even feelin` pain<br>So I give it up without any remorse yeah<br>And still I`m staring out of the window<br><br>And I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead<br>Desperate longing for a stainless innocence<br>Yeah I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead<br>Trying to regain my innocence<br><br>A boring night and the party doesn`t cheer me up<br>The only way is to stupify myself tonight<br>So I go and get myself a drink or two<br>And watch the people, just asking myself if theyHave as much fun like they look like or if they<br>Are just pretending exactly as I do<br>And all my friends that I had so much fun with<br>They loo threatening and strange to me now<br><br>And I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead<br>Desperate longing for a stainless innocence<br>Yeah I`m dreaming of the day when I`ll be dead<br>Trying to regain my innocence